Thursday, April 3, 2008

No practice

And I don't care. I'm too f'ing tired to care. I will go to vinyasa class on Saturday morning. After I work from 6am to 8am. Then, after vinyasa class I will work from noon until about 2pm. Then I will work from 4pm to about 7pm. Then I will go out to dinner with BF and sleep. I will practice on sunday morning at 9. Then I will work from 4pm-about7pm. Then I will be done with this crazy work thing.

I hope.

Please, Shiva, let the rest of this go smoothly from now until Sunday night. I can't take much more. I had the worst meltdown yesterday evening after I got home. I'm so tired.

That is all.

8 comments:

Tiffany said...

Hey, it's okay! It's only two days, you'll get through! I totally understand though, I get so exhausted sometimes. Not too long ago I was stressed about not having a job, or enough money, feeling gross about myself, not sleeping well, etc - and now?? I have two jobs, I'm still stressed about money and I still feel gross, but I'm sleeping so much better.

Whenever I start getting agitated with feeling exasperated, it's a great reminder for gratitude. At least we've got too much work, we could be on the other end and freaking out because we don't have any...

I know, when will it ever end?!

Anonymous said...

My schedule was like that when I was studying for the bar. Sometimes when you have so much to do, the wheels keep flowing smoothly because they have to.

I'm a big believer in talking to the saints, goddesses and angels... but also, in ourselves. You can do it. It's not that much longer. You're almost there.

xxxx

crankyhausfrau said...

word up! angels and saints and you have your sisters rooting for you!

alfia said...

Too much work. Too little yoga. Poor Sonya! Do not forget to BREATHE. :)

LI Ashtangini said...

Tiff: That sounds like me in January! I was stressed about no job. Now I'm stressed from my new job!

Anna: Mew? Saw mew? TIRED mew.

Cranky: I need every bit of extra help I can get right now.

Alfia: I just realized, you are soooo right! My breath is shallow, my shoulders are all hunched up around my hears, my chest is constricted, my stomach pains have come back in full force. Perhaps I should BREATHE, NO???? :) Thank you for the reminder!

Anonymous said...

Yes! You should MEW! It always feels really good to mew. I will mew with you!

mewwwww!

crankyhausfrau said...

mewwwwww, me too!

LI Ashtangini said...

Not only was I mis-typing on Cranky's blog, I just realized that every comment I posted on my own blog had a mis-type. Jeez. Teetering on the edge, I tell ya.