Saturday, April 19, 2008

Heart opening....maybe

It's Saturday and I did my practice!!!!!!! Very very very exciting. I did it with the tv on (bad lady) but really, so what. Dogs are snooozing/snoring on the couch. I'm still sitting on my mat as I type this, I was so excited I just had to post. Oh, and I didn't do any finishing but I don't care. I did my half primary all by myself!!!! And UHP is actually really improving, as is ardha badha. Good stuff! Before my UD (which didn't feel bad but wasn't good, haven't done it in a while), I did an ustrasana and felt an odd feeling in the center of my chest, right between 'the twins'. It wasn't a pain, more like weird discomfort. Heart opening? Maybe. That would be good.

I have taken all of the latest blog rumblings about body issues and self-loathing/body loathing to heart. I'm making a concerted effort to stop the mindless negative chatter. My body is useful, strong and can do all kinds of fun things! I will continue to try to get rid of my belly chub simply because belly chub is supposedly unhealthy and given my family history of unhealthiness, I have to be careful. But I'm going to BE HERE NOW with THIS BODY of THIS MOMENT. We're going to the outlet mall tomorrow in Riverhead, so that could be a good challenge. My goal is to not get attached to the number on the tag. THE TAG NUMBER IS NOT IMPORTANT.

What IS important is that my snoring pug is SUPER CUTE. I like the caps today. It was a good practice. Happy Saturday! Next Thursday night I will be in LA!

10 comments:

Stellata said...

YAYYYYY! What a great post! I know how awesome I feel when I accomplish practicing at home for real, without shortcuts and detours which is what usually ends up happening to me! (and I do half-primary too, so YAY!)

I'm jealous that you have the puppies with you! I've been seeing my step-pups a lot lately but that mostly due to the fact that I've been seeing my EX lately! EEP!

LI Ashtangini said...

Yes, it was a good feeling. We just got home from dinner (a little tipsy) and discovered that the dogs had pulled the card from the slot in the cable box and chewed up. OOOOOPS!!!!!! BF is MMMMMMAAAAADDDDD!!!!!!!

Anonymous said...

Oops! Silly dogs. ; )

I LOVE this post. Happy shopping! What did you get?

You are going to Los Angeles!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LI Ashtangini said...

Spent $245 at Ann Taylor. Yikes! Three pairs of nice pants, four cute summer button down tops and a cute tank top, all wearable to work. Also bought the kids some clothes at Under Armour (their favorite). Oh, and two other cute tops at American Eagle. It was a madhouse there! BF bought a TON of clothes, two pairs of shoes and a bunch of clothes for the kids at Under Armour and Nike.
Boys - they only wear sports-related clothing!

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